When will it Heal?

It’s been slightly over a month already but still today I woke up with unknown heartache. I knew I am still feeling upset over it. Looking at the calendar, it was still being marked of the number of weeks being tracked for each milestone, yet all is lost and useless now. When will it heal? Or will it ever heal? The physical wound can heal in time, but how about the mental wound? I was still thinking to thank all the neighbours personally when they showered me with their care and concerns yet all were not necessary now? I do not know what to say to them despite they were still smiling at me politely when they saw me now…